Random ramblings 4

Mend not, my broken heart
let it bleed
until it bleeds no more

Random ramblings 3

Detachment is the key to emotional insulation.

Random ramblings 2

I believe in fate.
But I also believe that God lets us choose our fate.

Random Ramblings 1

Pensive

Home alone..
With me, myself for company..

Listening to myself as my mind speaks along..to the real desires and yearnings of the heart i had knowingly and unknowingly muffled...

A moment of peaceful retrospection..re-discovering the dreams once cherished..re-kindling old hopes, tentatively..

Smiling at little tenets of memories that jumped in from nowhere in no order..
..fragments of conversations with old friends..
..a poor joke that made me roll my eyes..
..or a nasty nickname fondly called by a dear one which made me smile..
..laughing with my bestest buddy at an Ice Age movie sequel over sandwiches after bunking a sunday class..
..an eager visit to the post office with my dad..
..taking pride in not passing an exam..
..squirming with laziness as my dearest ammi taught me to write the very first time..
..listening to my friend's nonsense for hours on phone and still missing it once the call is over..
..watching a movie with my sasasusi on an empty growling stomach 'cause the tickets cost us our lunch..
..a strangers kindness that i wouldn't forget in my life..
..a lost friend..
..a revision of my past..
..a new dream..
..a cute home..
..my family - my life..
..some big bucks to see them smile and swell with pride..
..my soulmates..
..lots of books..
..and chocolates..
..and my sweet angel..
..and then, oblivion.